hi all i am a slave to my wife and her lover, i enjoy being a slave and have been for some years, however, latley she has had me suck his cock and lick his ass while they fuck. it is humiliating for me and exciting at the same time, thus the conflict. i want to do it to please her but find it so exciting and degrading that i am sucking cock and licking asss man ass at that is this conflict going to stay or will i finally accept what i am??