seems i can never get enough play or never be sore enough or bruised enough....
for a while now i got this silly idea in my head that even though i am collared (and i would not do this without him knowing) that i would like to play with a whole group of very good doms for about a day or so. maybe rent a nice dungeon....
since i am in a relationship they would all have to stay dressed, no sex or oral (toys not included here), (no scat or watersports anyways, i find the idea revolting :yuck: ), i absolutely dont like the idea of being cut. i know needles and got some sort of hate relationship with them but i want to to play with them, however if i am not lying down i'll faint (which leave sme feeling sick and is not playing i find).
i have told my master and he asked if this is really what i would try, he says i would have to roganise as he won't. well he knows i owuld never do that and it is never going to happen......but...... i still love the idea.

am i silly?