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Once you make a decision, the universe conspires to make it happen.
~Ralph Waldo Emerson

A week of decisions…choices…life changing, terrible, wonderful….heart-wrenching and fulfilling…a gamut of emotions both building up and destroying those around me. Thank you, vicmal, for your wall…you reminded me that this insanity is not just my own. Thank you for those who have held me up, nurtured me, loved me even when i could not return their ardor.

I will trust that ...

If my pain causes another to grow then so be it. Isnt that why we are here anyway...to teach, show and explain to others a right way to act. Its getting close for me to stand on my own two feet.....give this all away. My time is running out....the thrill of me is becoming stale. Ive learnt along the way....learnt to trust, to give my all, to do all I can to please and submit..... the twists and turns.....the tears and laughter.....all this will never be lost. I just cant stand the memory of being ...

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Sometimes what seems like surrender isn't surrender at all. It's about what's going on in our hearts. About seeing clearly the way life is and accepting it and being true to it, whatever the pain, because the pain of not being true to it is far, far greater.
~ Nicholas Evans

Surrender…what an erotic word. But it has two sides…a double edged sword perhaps. When the sub surrenders themself so completely as to lose themself…how do they get it all back? How the hell do you get ...

A beautiful poem of love, written and spoken by a gorgeously inspiring poet..


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1.Stop spending time with the wrong people. – Life is too short to spend time with people who suck the happiness out of you. If someone wants you in their life, they’ll make room for you. You shouldn’t have to fight for a spot. Never, ever insist yourself to someone who continuously overlooks your worth. And remember, it’s not the people that stand by your side when you’re at your best, but the ones who stand beside you when you’re at your worst that are your ...

“My tongue will tell the anger of my heart, or else my heart concealing it will break.”
~Shakespeare

Why is it that anger is always the end result of hurt? And then I say things that make everything hurt worse. And then I do things that make it all so permanent…

Too late now. Whatever happened to that option where you could take back the email?

I’m sorry…it was my weakness…that condition of a sub left to her own decisions…the limbo created by ...

“When we plant a rose seed in the earth, we notice it is small, but we do not criticize it as “rootless and stemless.”
‘We treat it as a seed, giving it the water and nourishment required of a seed.

“When it first shoots up out of the earth, we don’t condemn it as immature and underdeveloped, nor do we criticize the buds for not being open when they appear.
‘We stand in wonder at the process taking place, and give the plant the care it needs at each stage of its development. ...