hoosakitty

Sometimes what seems like surrender isn't surrender at all. It's about what's going on in our hearts. About seeing clearly the way life is and accepting it and being true to it, whatever the pain, because the pain of not being true to it is far, far greater.
~ Nicholas Evans

Surrender…what an erotic word. But it has two sides…a double edged sword perhaps. When the sub surrenders themself so completely as to lose themself…how do they get it all back? How the hell do you get your soul back?

This is my dilemma…I gave everything, and he just left with it, leaving the empty shell that is me in his wake. Today I thought to myself “I wish I’d never met him”. But that’s a lie…I wouldn’t give up a moment because that surrender was so incredibly sweet.

I just hope there’s enough left of me to give to another.