TimberV

So, I headed down to LA last weekend to meet someone. I'm so thankful that I went. It had probably been about 6 years since I had been deeply involved in the leather life. I didn't really realize how much I had missed it.

I met an AMAZING man and spent the entire weekend with him. He woke things in me that I hadn't really known had been sleeping. I found myself on the verge of tears of joy the entire weekend.

This does, however, present a dilemma for me. I am involved in a relationship with a vanilla. He's not the least bit interested in the leather life. And this other man holds the keys to my renewed spirit. I love my partner, but I find that I'm having a greater respect and admiration for the person that showed me what I'd forgotten.

But, step by step and moment by moment. I'm not going to put the cart before the horse. I am simply going to take one step at a time. I have been able to renew the discipline in my life and I am willing to chart a new course for myself. Realizations and discoveries. Learning what is important and what is not.