sinful_desires {Nikon}

Sometimes we can search a lifetime for that special someone to come into our lives.

The day that you came into my life was a dream come true for me. No matter how often i said to myself to be cautious, my heart said something completely different. We tried to take it slow but in getting to know each other O/our desire for one another took over. i was very insecure and you tried your best to always reassure me. Your patience, understanding and determination shone through. i was truly mesmerized by your Dominance. i needed someone strong and firm and you quickly showed me that you had all the qualities i was looking for in a Dominant man. i was very naive, unsure, scared and apprehensive of giving up control but at the same time i needed to be controlled. You taught me so much in such a short space of time. You opened my eyes to such wonderful things. Even when i was so shy and afraid of telling you what i desired, what i wanted and needed, you had a way of making me open up to you. i didn't make things easy, not because i wanted to be difficult but just because i was afraid of revealing my true self to you. You made me feel very comfortable and you were so easy to talk to. It just felt so right to open up to you and let you see what i held deep inside of myself. i am so glad that i did because in doing so W/we realised W/we had been searching for the same thing. i knew from the beginning you would become a special part of my life and that i would open my heart to you. i was scared to tell you i had fallen in love with you for fear of rejection but i need not have worried. You had fallen in love with me too. From that day on everything else fell into place. i became more confident in myself, in my ability to submit to you. i wanted/needed to please you so badly. i made a lot of mistakes but you were patient and in time i found it easier and easier to obey your rules. i started to feel proud of myself when i knew how pleased you were with me. i have overcome many issues and insecurities with your help and guidance and each day i learn more about myself and what i am capable of enduring for you. i never thought that i would be able to take any kind of pain but you have shown me how much pleasure i get from pain. It has taken many months to get to this stage but i know now that i need to feel, to experience different levels of pain. i also know how much you enjoy inflicting pain and that makes me want to take that pain for you. my desire to please you, to serve you in every way you desire grows stronger each day. You have taught me so much about my body and how to get pleasure in ways i never knew. my body reacts to you like it has never reacted to any man. Just thinking of you makes me wet and i am forever touching myself. Something i never did before unless i was masterbating. my orgasms are so much more intense when we are together. i have never orgasmed so much or so intensely in my life. You have given me a new lease of life, a life i never imagined i would ever have. i continue to learn and grow in my submission every day under your control. i feel very blessed to have found you Master and to be "your one".