I am a masochistic inferior subhuman puppet whose only goal in life is to entertain men by suffering the consequences of my degenerate sleazy depraved faggoteering imaginable for random strangers to point and laugh at while I lose all respect for my dignity, identity, masculinity, security and opportunity the lower and lower I sink down the rigid hierarchy of raw powerful masculinity, lower than a faggot, lower than a slave, lower than a helpless victim, but rather a tool for be taken advantage of by any man to dehumanize and humiliate in order to benefit his own ulterior motives before throwing me away like yesterday's trash for any other man can make use of me as a stepping stone to abuse & violate until everything that O have left to offer in life is stripped clean away from my ruined reputation and broken shards of life squeezed dry of any value and left to rot like an empty plastic bag discarded and left to rot on the streets begging men for help while I try to keep the clothes on my back hidden covering the frayong holes from revealing my shame for rich powerful businessmen to see while they laugh and shake their heads mocking exasperatedly at my pitiful existence interrupting their casual stroll back to the achievements and victories they built over the years to retire without a care left in the world for street trash like myself watching their effortlessly superior natural capability pass me by in the distance.