Wow im also new to this and i could not imagen what you are going though if it was me i dont think i would enjoy being pushed that way umm good luck
Welcome to my profile. Please if you are looking for a submissive I am already owned by one man and am not out looking for another Master nor am i looking to be a Dom. So unless you are here to leave friendly advice please do not leave me a message. I do not want to upset my Master by having another try to lure me away nor a submissive trying to find a Dom.