:264: it's over...for now anyway, 12 days, I survived, thanks to you all:ty
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:264: it's over...for now anyway, 12 days, I survived, thanks to you all:ty
Mishka,
I feel so many things, pride being one of the big ones, funny, now that I think about it, I would have thought relief would have been the first thing that came to mind, but definitely pride is the first thing I think of. Relief is also there of course LOL. There is also a deep feeling of satisfaction, I was put to this test knowing that it would be difficult for me, and I achieved it, not for me but for him, and that gives me a lot of satisfaction.
Oh so many new feelings I have been through lately, some good some not so good. It seems, like I have been told over and over, that in the end the struggle will be worth it, I am beginning to see that for myself, day by day I am feeling better in my new skin :D
Well, my latest CR was for 6 days and last night WB really put it to the test too! During the day I had to edge for 6 minutes, three times during the day, with both of my magic wands!!!
By the time we got online last night, I so wanted to cum! The first thing he said was that I could just beg for my CR to continue and save myself the teasing! So did I beg? No way, I was not giving up the chance to cum, even if I knew it might not happen!
So WB teased me, which was both fun and frustrating, but it was not till we had been going for around 90 mins ( 30 of it edging!) I finally gave in and begged for the CR to continue.
You know what he did then??? HE LET ME CUM! Yah! I love not knowing what he is going to do, and he knows it too. I love that he can play with my mind as well as my body. I did feel proud of getting through my CR and would have survived if it had continued.. but oh my.. that cum felt so damn good!
I like the mental best. But it's wonderful when all put together.Quote:
I love that he can play with my mind as well as my body.