I didn't know where to put this, so here it is...



This week I was put on cum restriction for the first time. It's actually not a punishment this time around, but that's hard to explain.

My mistake was that I read a very provacative, beautiful, arousing, sensual (getting worked up just remembering it) story. I told myself to stop and kept reading. Things just flashed in my head and of course, the week I'm not supposed to be thinking these incredibly wonderful thoughts, is when I do and start to get worked up.

The trick is distraction. It must be. So here it is...the cum restriction support thread where we can confess we're getting tempted (too many details would probably not be a good idea) and be brought kicking and screaming (ok, we shouldn't scream, too erotic) back from the temptation. No holding each other down either, also too nice a thought. We need to discuss whatever it will take with the sub for us to truly be turned off.

Don't be mean you members who do not have this discipline.

My fantasies are getting to me...tell me I am not needy, fragile, soft, or...(stop it!)