Mishka,
I feel so many things, pride being one of the big ones, funny, now that I think about it, I would have thought relief would have been the first thing that came to mind, but definitely pride is the first thing I think of. Relief is also there of course LOL. There is also a deep feeling of satisfaction, I was put to this test knowing that it would be difficult for me, and I achieved it, not for me but for him, and that gives me a lot of satisfaction.
Oh so many new feelings I have been through lately, some good some not so good. It seems, like I have been told over and over, that in the end the struggle will be worth it, I am beginning to see that for myself, day by day I am feeling better in my new skin
