Hello everyone. I am a new sub/slave which ever term youd like to use. I meet my Master here on the computer but He has also come to my home and wants me as his submissive both here and in life. The only thing is I am not fully sure what to expect and how it is supposed to go. So far he makes all the rules and demands though i have agreed to many of them. But recently there are a few i am not 100% on. Like that of fisting. my Master has tried it one night when he came to visit and he tried it a few times. Both times it hurt tremindously but he would not stop till i was near tears. Is this what a submissive Dominate relationship is truely like? Does a submissive have to allow his/her Master/Mistress to push them past their limits and threshold of pain in order to be a good sub? my Master doesn't like it when i tell him no or try to push his hands away when it hurts to much. How can i learn to get past the pain so that i can learn to deal with such things my Master desires to try that hurts terrible? Any advice I would gladly accept.