Let me introduce myself. i am 40something and i am a mother of 4 children and 1 grandchild, a dog and 2 cats. i live in the Northeast, U.S. i have been divorced now for over 3 years and love it. After my divorce, i went back to school and earned my Associates Degree. i will be moving out of my area soon and will be looking for a job that is suitable for me.

i learned that i was submissive a few years ago, but looking back throughout my life, it was there all along. i had an online training relationship with a couple of Doms but they didn't work out. i started a picture thread on another forum as a way to break out of my shell and comfort zone and met someone there who has become my Dom. We are in a D/s relationship and i am currently in training and we are scheduled to meet at the end of the summer.

i came to this forum for some answers to questions that plague me at times. i have only been my Master's sub for almost 8 months now, but i can never seem to stop making mistakes. i never know they are mistakes until after they happen...and then it's too late. The deed is done and Master is upset. i would love to be able to go one week without putting my foot in my mouth and making more mistakes.