I completely understand! Personally, I can't conceive of how an online relationship works - I see them working well here, but don't understand/appreciate the work that must go into making that fun, sexy, etc. My hat goes off to those that make it work. I just don't know if I could. (and I'm very fortunate I don't have to find out)
I hope to hear more from you soon - please feel free to PM anytime.