physical reactions to (online domination

[pervertedpages]

... I'm not talking about the obvious and naughty physical reactions, though of course those deserve a thread of their own.

So I recently started playing online with someone seriously for the first time. And, aside from all the sappy gushing that I could say about this thing that we have together, I'd like to pose a question to all you ladies and gentlemen: what kind of physical reactions do you get when you're speaking to your dominant? That's a broad question to pose, and I'd like to hear people's thoughts and how they react generally, but for the sake of discussion I'll say I am particularly interested in responses to humiliation. I notice that when being verbally degraded I get a particular physical reaction - that sort of hide your face, burrow under the covers, writhe-and-squirm tightening. It's like that cute-puppy feeling ('ah! i want to squeeze him!') except without the cute, without the smiling, and with a different kind of delight.

Does anyone else know what I'm talking about/have similar physical sensations (besides the overtly sexual ones) to feeling humiliated? Does anyone experience any different physical reactions? Also, am I right to say it's hard to articulate these feelings? This kind of inarticulateness is particularly frustrating when you're playing online, because it all relies on each partner's ability to convey their reactions as well as their actions. So maybe we can articulate things like that here, with each other, help each other out.

Similarly, when he says something I would find heart-fluttering (god I hate myself, lol) or exceedingly warm and cute, I have the same sort of blush-and-look-down-and-scuffle-feet, roll-around-on-the-bed-and-curl-up-into-a-ball urges. Could there be a connection between infatuation and humiliation? Kidding, kidding: there's no discussion-based motive for that one, now I'm just gushing.

[WyldWyl]

Fear and trembling, and that delightfully naughty thrill like a fizzing tingle in my tummy.

[pervertedpages]

Ahh you replied before I even got the full post in (damn my extremely distracted and neurotic clicking!) -- but nice, nonetheless.

[bip0lar]

i do second your description of these lovely, lovely reactions. the prickle of the hairs on the back of my neck and my whole back, the squirming, the hiding, yes; to be honest i thought it's just reflex--i just didn't pinpoint that it was a reflex to humiliation, i connected it with the "bigger" picture, in the sense that when i'm in my mode i kinda tend to detach from my humanity [haeh, i know, it sounds bad], but i feel more like an actual pet, so my reactions tend to be much much more physical and maybe a bit more exaggerated than what i'm feeling *shrug*

[markus_valtion]

writhe-and-squirm tightening.

that sounds about right. everytime i get verbaly humiliated i kind of feel like a naughty little kid for some reason. and i do start squirming alot. breath quickens hard start pounding. and all the muscels in my body tense up. its a wonderfull feeling.

[isis646]

i know how you feel, my Master & i are online too and he is VERY good with words and emoticons that instantly either make me feel warm & fuzzy or want to run & hide and can turn me on or off within minutes. we do talk on the phone as well which is even more powerful but most of it is txt or email or pics.
like right now, i'm almost scared to death what my punishment is going to be; i won't know till morning and its going to be a long time before i sleep even though i know i deserve it. i've had some major life changes & i failed to stay in contact with him so its going to be something that enforces the need to communicate and it'll be swift & a little brutal but always is followed by affection & care/concern for my happiness & well-being

[tastychococakes]

i know how you feel, my Master & i are online too and he is VERY good with words and emoticons that instantly either make me feel warm & fuzzy or want to run & hide and can turn me on or off within minutes. we do talk on the phone as well which is even more powerful but most of it is txt or email or pics.
like right now, i'm almost scared to death what my punishment is going to be; i won't know till morning and its going to be a long time before i sleep even though i know i deserve it. i've had some major life changes & i failed to stay in contact with him so its going to be something that enforces the need to communicate and it'll be swift & a little brutal but always is followed by affection & care/concern for my happiness & well-being

i experienced that same exact feeling tonight with my Master. i had neglected to perform some duties assigned to me, and for that, i was punished harshly. i feared it, but at the same time, it turned me on alot. Master asked me why i had that reaction, and i found it hard to explain. "am i a pain slut?", I asked. His answer was no, or at least not yet. as soon as he suggested that humiliation turns me on, it clicked. that's exactly what it is. we are online, so it is usually humiliation by IM, but it seems to be enough so far to make me squirm in my seat. i always feel naughty when scolded, but i wouldn't have it any other way.

[denuseri]

In a word ....YES.

Especially when participating to certian kinds of online domination.

I have even hit subspace a few times believe it or not.

[Belgarold]

I was in a (messenger) session with a sub online and her reaction scared both of us. She failed to respond for a long stretch of time. Finally she came back to me. SHe had entered sort of a subspace trance.

It surprised both of us and we proceeded to be loving and comforting for the rest of our time that evening. So it can definitely happen.

[slut_casey]

The moment he starts calling me 'slut' or 'bitch' or 'cunt' (as in "you're a horny little slut, aren't you?" or "have you been properly abusing that cunt?" and so on) I'd get a shiver down my spine and become completely aroused. As he continues calling me names and describing how completely he owns me, I'd start to feel more and more inferior, helpless and depraved as hell, making me squirm sluttily in my seat (I'd usually be naked, of course) until all I want to do is obey his every wish and revel in the feeling of being the property of someone who holds limitless power over me. Yeah, something like that..