physical reactions to (online domination

[isis646]

i know how you feel, my Master & i are online too and he is VERY good with words and emoticons that instantly either make me feel warm & fuzzy or want to run & hide and can turn me on or off within minutes. we do talk on the phone as well which is even more powerful but most of it is txt or email or pics.
like right now, i'm almost scared to death what my punishment is going to be; i won't know till morning and its going to be a long time before i sleep even though i know i deserve it. i've had some major life changes & i failed to stay in contact with him so its going to be something that enforces the need to communicate and it'll be swift & a little brutal but always is followed by affection & care/concern for my happiness & well-being

[tastychococakes]

i know how you feel, my Master & i are online too and he is VERY good with words and emoticons that instantly either make me feel warm & fuzzy or want to run & hide and can turn me on or off within minutes. we do talk on the phone as well which is even more powerful but most of it is txt or email or pics.
like right now, i'm almost scared to death what my punishment is going to be; i won't know till morning and its going to be a long time before i sleep even though i know i deserve it. i've had some major life changes & i failed to stay in contact with him so its going to be something that enforces the need to communicate and it'll be swift & a little brutal but always is followed by affection & care/concern for my happiness & well-being

i experienced that same exact feeling tonight with my Master. i had neglected to perform some duties assigned to me, and for that, i was punished harshly. i feared it, but at the same time, it turned me on alot. Master asked me why i had that reaction, and i found it hard to explain. "am i a pain slut?", I asked. His answer was no, or at least not yet. as soon as he suggested that humiliation turns me on, it clicked. that's exactly what it is. we are online, so it is usually humiliation by IM, but it seems to be enough so far to make me squirm in my seat. i always feel naughty when scolded, but i wouldn't have it any other way.