Quote Originally Posted by pettobecaged View Post
I have found that ever since the slave in me was discovered (it was last summer. I was kinky before but didn't realize and/or accept how kinky)anyway - ever since the slave in me was discovered, I have had a hard time coping with real life. I was introduced to the idea of being someone's slave, and then the relationship didn't end up working out. Ever since then, I have felt like someone performed open heart surgery on me, but then never closed me back up and left me on the operating table. It makes me desperate to find a master - and I realize desperation is never helpful. I just wondered if others have felt this way and/or if anyone might have some advice. Thank you!
<Huggs> I have worn this skin before years ago, and your desription to me is quite on target in feelings for the most part. Though I was not "desperate to find a Master", I wanted/needed the one I had *I thought*. However, I was sensitized (not sure this is the right word?) by my prediciment, to Accepting things in other Dominants who have interest in me, that were not right for me, and wouldn't work out long term. Fortunantly for me I did not Choose to persue any of those possibilities Knowingly.

I am echoing Others advice here; Take your Time, Meet PPL, Go Places, so you will find Who and What is right for you. Don't let yourself be guided by your need and desire for WIITWD. There will come a Time and a Person right for you. And as One posted on another thread "every moment you spend with one who is not right for you, is another moment away from spending Time with One who is".

Blessings and Patience to You~SidheWolf