WB - I always write about stuff that touches me personally, be it stories I hear or mostly my own stuff. This one is me. It was born this early morning and the question is a tiny 'why' and a big 'what now'. I'm not going to miss out on the smiles and fun because of this, though...you're right, life's too short and too full of wonders to turn your back on it. I'm not going to drown - I'll just have to learn to swim.