Ever feel like you're just not in the mood to be a sub?

[fantassy]

Do you want to be dominated back into being sensual or would you like to be mundane for the evening.

That's the tough part. Usually, I do want to be "dominated back into being sensual" (what a great way to describe it!); however, sometimes He must tread a fine line. If He puts a word wrong unintentionally, sometimes I'll just flash to anger/irritation/stubborn resistence internally and withdrawal externally. I wish I could predict the reaction, but I can't. Often I am at my most submissive after the most stressful days - it is such a relief. Other times, when I've had a stressful yet successful day, I ride that adrenalin high of being able to conquer the world and beat up any opponent. Those are the dangerous days. . . . And that's not even considering the hormonal influences. Whew ! Domming sure is a tough job!

fantassy