well i'm currently kinda involved in a 24/7 mild D/s relationship with my husband.

my husband is very new to the lifestyle and he's a bit stubborn so it's a slow process. not too mention he's leaving for iraq for a year.

so for the most part i just find myself existing on the outskirts of the bdsm lifestyle so to say. most times i feel like i'm just watching the other couples and participants play.

sometimes i get frustrated because i'm not getting the level of bdsm in my life that i truly desire, but then i realize that ultimately i love my husband. also my biggest problem in life has always been my lack of patience.

so for right now i believe i'm just still learning, helping others along the way.