Reduced to nothing

[brendon]

I just cant help saying that the fantasies of you people are rather on the darker side of life. If I am going to fantasize then what is the problem if they are positive things? Why does things like slavery or linguistic barriers come in contention? I am sure that there are some problems in the household which has forced to think you in this fashion. Get up thru this and think something positive.

[nothingness]

I just cant help saying that the fantasies of you people are rather on the darker side of life. If I am going to fantasize then what is the problem if they are positive things? Why does things like slavery or linguistic barriers come in contention? I am sure that there are some problems in the household which has forced to think you in this fashion. Get up thru this and think something positive.

Well, these are dark fantasies, for sure, but that's what turned me on since I'm like, oh I don't know, 11 yo, so this certainly has nothing to do with my household or me needing to be more 'positive'. Before you say 'BS' - yes it's true, when I was only 11yo I was already fantasizing about similar things, not in the context of my wife of course since I didn't have one, but being reduced to a crawling mess by the school bully and his GF? Hell yes!