Thanks a lot for your good wishes!
That means a lot to me.

You know, it's funny ~had an ex call me today re: Happy New Year type of thing. He wanted to chat about sex in general, but I couldn't do it. I explained that my 'man' (he's vanilla) would not like it, please stop talking to me about it. I felt so strong and free doing that. I just feel this incredible type of tie to my master and I never want to break it, even in casual conversation.
I find it hard not to be able to have like-minded people around me, but I guess I have to get used to it don't I?