I had no idea that the relationship was that long....My...I know that it would be impossible to sum up a relationship that long in the space alloted, not to mention the time it would take...trying to think through all the little pieces and sort them out. I can barely do that with the relationship I am in now, and it's been under 2 years....
You know where to find meAnd I have been on this site every day since joining it, I don't expect that to change anytime soon.....
Just breathe...don't push yourself. Eventually it will come to you.