It has taken so long for me to finally discover what was missing in my life, there is absolutely no way I could ever go back to living vanilla.

The majority of my adulthood has been so full of confusion, failed relationships, and a horrible sense of emptiness...why would I (or anyone) ever go back to that. BDSM (for me) is not just about the sexuality, it is in every part of my life. There's no possible way I could ever feel complete without it.