oh heck..not good

I totally agree with everything everyone has said above me. seems very petty and selfish.
as for the situation with ur collar....is a hard one....same as who gets the engagement ring when u split (tho normally the man has pissed the lassie off and she throws it back at him lol) but normally..u would keep it.

but...looking on the brightside...u have now seen a totally different side to him and a side which seems to be selfish. would you want to be with a man like that for the rest of your life?

He was not worthy to have you as his sub.....

the hurt and shock will pass and u will b able to carry on with your life and find urself in the presence of a Master who has earned ur respect...till then be strong...smiles

hugz if u wish them
cg
xx