Quote Originally Posted by ceegee{Benz} View Post
smiles....for part our S&m relationship boils down to powerful mind control....the Dominance over another thru the mind. altho I DO miss the physical interaction (and is something this lilone really needs)...but that will to wait for now. But one has to also remember that I am still my Master's slave....regardless where I am in the world and everything I do OL or RT still reflects on him
I'm sorry if I seemed judgemental. I'm not really. I just want to understand. If I understand your situation correctly, OL isn't and wasn't your first choice. It's simply down to it not being practicly doable for you to meet the love in your life at all any other way, right? So it's not a question of you prefering OL, but simply down to available options. Which is a completly different bag of tricks. You have met Benz in reality right?