Sir_Russell, I just wanted to add my words of support to those who have gone before in what is obviously a tough time. I shan't presume to offer advice to one who is obviously vastly more experienced than me. But I will say that you will always have friends here in the library who will be there when you need them. You have helped a great many people here on the forums and I'm sure everyone of them is grateful. I know I am. For what it's worth, in the short time I've been here you're one of the people I've come to look to as a paragon of what a Dom should be. I always look forward to your posts in this thread and elsewhere since you always espouse values I agree with. I'm sure any one of us here would gladly do anything we can to help, although clearly the decision is yours alone.

tessa raised a good point earlier. To paraphrase, anyone who has been fortunate to be the recipient of great love will question it from time to time. I suspect it isn't that uncommon for people to question whether they deserve the love they get. Unless someone is self confident to the point of extreme arrogance they will be conscious of their own flaws and struggle to believe that another person can see all of that and love them anyway. For me that's not a bad working definition of what love is. Maybe Morgan is more doubting than most if she's had bad times in the past, but that's not my place to say.

that's more than I meant to say. Suffice to say that my thoughts are with you