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Welcome to the forums sweetie. I hope we can help you learn and grow. Post any questions/comments/concerns you may have and we look forward to seeing you around!
Thank you very much. Well, if i'm not being to forward and needy, i'm dealing with one issue right now as a matter of fact.

My Master's computer has died and we have not been able to chat for over a week. (Now, before i continue, let me say before said computer died, our normal pattern to chat was every single day. M-F 2-3 hours and on Sat and Sun it would be 3-4 hours each day beginning at 2am) He went to an internet cafe to talk with me on Thursday. Well when we chatted on Thursday he said he did not know when he would be able to be online again but that he would let me know. Well, i never get a message or an email from him telling me the next time he was going to be online so last night i went to bed instead of going online at 2am. Well it turned out this morning when i logged onto my computer, there was a message from him. All he said was...."Well, slut??"

He had been online and i was not there. He did not tell me he would be there like he said he would. He will be upset with me because i wasn't online for him.

i am upset that i didn't go online to see if he was there...just in case. If i had done that then we would have had a nice evening together. Instead, now i have to worry about what is going to happen and what my punishment might be.

This week that we have had apart has been terribly hard on me, i have not been separated from him like this. When you are used to spending time with eachother everyday, being apart for over a week with minimal contact, can be quite stressing.

PS-i should mention that my LDR....he lives in England i live in the U.S. Phone calls are a rare treat as they are expensive, so almost all our contact is through messaging and forums right now.