i may endure pain for the sadist, though in the end its what i get out of it that counts. being the masochist that i am and not liking everything that is done to me but gaining the release my body craves makes it even more intense...for me, but im talking sadist/masochist and not Dominant/submissive, that would then allow me to surrender through what it is i give to Him.
i get off on the fire in a sadists eyes but again its all for me, i have given the sadist what he desires and i have gained whollistically myself.