After a pleasant trip down memory lane and definitions clarified (ahem lol) it was so mutual it's difficult to show who's signature is first on the contract here.
i think i was most floored tonight to learn of His trust of me. It makes it that much more important to not disappoint. As a sub my general personality is to please. To meet someone kind and firm and begin this road down taking and giving control is an increased desire to please. As trust grows, expectations grow, another increase in desire to please. To know i am trusted to this extent has reached a level of desire to not break that trust that is over the top for me. Handle with care.
I think this means so much to me not just because of what it is, but because of what it isn't. It is not the deceit and distrust that lives in my off line life.