I will Rhabbi, thanks for your opinion. Of course I was aware of the fact that it's not just a matter of giving and the other one automatically taking, it's a whole balance that counts. And in all relationships the sexual side to it is a delicate matter and a very important one. And I am fully aware of it, that's why it's is scary aswell.
Due to various reasons I have a short concentration span and patience to me is a very hard thing, and it's not that I'm not willing to be patient, it's more or less a body thing (I can't go to a restaurant and eat and sit there for more then 1 and a half hour, after that I get restless and cannot follow conversations anymore, but I can spend a whole night dancing. I've just relearned how to read books.. I couldn't get beyond the first 3 pages without losing the story, not remembering who was who and all..).

I've just talked about the email part and he asked me to do just that, write it all down. And I am going to do that.

Hugz
Mysc