Her_joe,
Please do not go back to lurking. The thread is not mine but belongs to everyone on the forum. By sharing your thoughts with me to have given me hope that I can learn to truly please Saracen. I have spent a lot of time trying to figure out why everything I do seems to back fire when all I really want to do is serve and please him. You have helped to relieve some of the doubts I am having about being able to fulfill his needs and I desperately needed some hope right now.

Jade

Thank you