I remember once when Ocean and I were a D/s online couple I went nearly a month I think it was.
Oh my gosh.. sometimes it was so hard... I would be beyond provoked and then NOTHING... or he would let me see something of my favorites things (him.. ehehe.. and just incase you ladies don't know he is quite fetching)
I remember being in tears because of frustration... but then I learned to get off on NOT getting off... in a mental way. When he said I could I didn't want to.. I wanted to hold off.. push myself.. my limits.. him... Knowing that this was one of the toughest tests I'd go through made it soooo worthwhile...
try to change your mentality on how you view it. It is not easy. I know.
Occasionally I miss those times....
-anya-