Quote Originally Posted by Serenitypup View Post
Am I wasting my time?
Because you want to understand yourself and what you seek? No, you are not wasting your time.

Time learning about yourself is well spent.

To everything, there is a season.

Perhaps, this is your season to reflect.

Is this a sign I should drop it all or am I being smart taking a time out for solo education? *puppy sigh*
Only you can decide if you want to drop it all.

However, I think you are being smart for taking some time to understand what motivates you, what you want versus want you need, etc.

I do agree that staying in touch and seeking support from this community, even if you are not actively participating in a d/s relationship, can help.

Take care!

With lots of long distance hugs and moral support,

Ruby