not idiocy dear. we are imperfect creatures. I'm sure that your Dom was more disappointed that the task was not completed, not angry with you. But don't you feel better for having told Him? I hope so. And if anything you have learned a lesson from this, and that means it was not a failure or a waste. Do not think yourself less than the wonderful person I am sure you are because of one stumble. If you were perfect there would be no need for Master to train you or work with you on becoming a better sub. Hang in there dear. you did good telling him.
Logic...i guess anything is possible...I've already found my "Little brother" here on the forum as well as my twin...might as well add you to my quickly extending family![]()