why did i join in and why would i stay in the story?
well, well, well... as the poet would say.
getting older means less exitment on ordinary things. having had (only ) two s/m relationships, and holding the souvenir dear, i feel it's time to come back in a space which was not only unnecessary at the time but also a bit scary
"it's just that demon life which hold us in it's sway".
in other words, ordinary sex got boring and before leaving the story alone, it's time to explore a bit more of the poetic.
bowing to you, deva