This is too good a thread to let die

For me I enjoy both but desire it to be a lifestyle that only the needs of the real world intrude on.

I must work and normally can't act the Dom with any of the ladies I meet there, actually that would be bad manners too. Since at the moment I am subless I find it hard to live the life. I am torn currently with pangs from missing having a lovely bottom over my knee waiting and wanting a spanking to having a lovely kneel at my feet and using no hands freeing then sucking on my cock.

The Life is what we make it, and I hope that soon I will find the submissive that understands the joy she can have by being mine. That I will not live a life of constant strife no matter how beautiful she is or how good she is at sex. The life is about peace and joy when done by a willing cooperative couple.