Thankyou very much you three... It is becaue of people like you that have been very patient with me through all of this that help me make it through...

Quote Originally Posted by gagged_Louise View Post
Deeply moving one, it's so hard to read this, but it must have helped getting it into these pointed words.

I can only hope, snowflake, that you're not feeling the full weight of that today.

*tight hugs*

Louise
It did help Louise.. i wrote that one finger typing as i tried to sort through my head what happened once The Tester got me to a point that i could sit back in my chair...



I guess it is my way of showing people what others do go through and why it is hard not to hurt yourself as you go through it... It is aweful to go through and when you are there it is so scary.. so painful your whole body hurts ... You cant' control your actions nor can you control thoughts... then after you go so numb...

This i would never even wish on my worst enemy if i had one...

But i admit... i didn't write all the pain as honestly... i was afraid most coudn't handle it..

And yes hun 3 days later ..i am finally feeling a bit better .. it just takes time...

But special thanks and huggs and kisses to The Tester cause to be honest he never left my side while i went through it.. i honestly don't know if i could have made it through that time without him...

I love you Tester..


hugss
&
Kisses
snowflake