If I ever referred to myself as a worthless piece of shit, Master would flog me so badly for putting myself down like that, that I wouldn't be able to sit down for a month. I went through an abusive marriage for almost 10 and I certainly felt like a worthless piece of shit when I finally left that marriage. Master has spent the past 9 years trying to help me rebuild my sense of self-worth and He would never, ever allow me to go back to the way I was when He first met me.