Well Isabella, (and no ill intended) if you've been acting the way you say you have after only 4 1/2 days, I would have to agree with him - if you could be so easily distracted so quickly and require such attention from anyone who walks and even from this thread, I would worry about where your focus really was also - shouldn't you have these wants and desires from him, not everything that passes you by??
It seems to me (and of course I don't know the entire story) that you view your service as required by him as a chore, not something you are happy to suffer for him??
Just an observation from the outside looking in![]()