sub84 and silver9
silver9 it hard to get much of a read without the yes/no for experienced or not. Makes a true reading almost impossible, I will say that your new to life I think and a lot of what you have here will change once you find a real Dom to train you.
sub84 I do see you as being new with little experience and yet a desire that may take you deep into the lifestyle. To you I warn that you need to be very careful with the Dom you select if he is a hardcore Dom that can't scale back to teach you will be lost from the life.