true, but i dont feel like he's a demon, but its more of what to do with that overwelming feeling of lost, lonelyness, and constant craving. But you know everyone. i do, have a lot to learn from this and what wont kill me will make me stronger. i am feeling a lot better already. And realy do apeciate all your honest opinions. I do have to learn to take things sowly, and one of my biggest problems is wanting everything to happen NOW. but Rome wasent built in one day. LIfe is good and will give me the tools to get thought this, one way r the other.