No you are not weird. i get the same way. There are definitely times when i want to scream out my frustration at Him and and at life. When He and i are talking about something and i'm not really into the topic, i get so annoyed because He completely ignores the fact that i don't care and i still have to listen.( i usually end up seeing His point anyway, which gives me another reason to be frustated. I just can't win...grrrrr) And there are times when we are talking on the phone and i make obnoxious faces,(which thank god He can never see) because something He said irritated me.

No matter how frustrated and annoyed i get, when i think about not being with Him i start to feel a little bit lost. He is my world. He is the only one that bothered to pick me up out of the dark hole i was in and fix me up. He helped me rediscover myself and for the first time in years i saw that i was something to be valued. I would gladly take on all the frustration in the world for the love that he shows me.

Of course i am sure at times i try His patience as well *smiles*