im definately not a doormat anymore lol and Icehawk wouldnt want me to be,in fact he taught me not to be, as hygreeneyedgrl says we're a team both as important as the other, if anything Icehawk alway puts me first.

its only the rare occasions, i get frustrated at the silly little things thats all and then i blow it up out of proportion, for eg if we're say watching a movie and Icehawk pauses it to ask for a coffee i'll sometimes grumble and sulk and then stomp and clatter in the kitchen banging the cups around like a hormonal teenager.

its more like im rebelling or something lol