I'm a little lost...

[gloombunny]

Is there a name or a label or, please God, a faq or a wiki about the specific kind of pervert that I am turning out to be? Or am I just stuck forging my own path from here?

I think it's known as "resistance play". Unfortunately there doesn't seem to be much about it online, and much of what I did find via google defines that as specifically physical resistance, i.e., wrestling or "fighting" for forceful control, which is a more restrictive definition than I'm used to.

I have a friend who's got a fair amount of experience with it, I think. I'll ask her next time I see her online, but her online appearances are sporadic at best. :/

[Hime]

I think it's known as "resistance play". Unfortunately there doesn't seem to be much about it online, and much of what I did find via google defines that as specifically physical resistance, i.e., wrestling or "fighting" for forceful control, which is a more restrictive definition than I'm used to.

I have a friend who's got a fair amount of experience with it, I think. I'll ask her next time I see her online, but her online appearances are sporadic at best. :/

When I googled for "forced submission" everything I found was lame porn for straight men and angry political essays. I was like "I AM A CAT. I CAN NOT USE THIS."