dreams...

[.x.Cole.x.]

have you ever woken up thinking about yoiur dreams and life and everything you look forward to and say "hey that doesnt belong there?" i did. i woke up this morning thinking about being completely bound and i dont know why but lately thats all i have wanted. and i want it to the extent that i cannot move. i used to like disobeying because sometimes the punishments were fun but something has changed. i want to obey. i want to do everything He tells me to do. i want to make Him happy and service Him until He wants me to stop (which is never so i alwasy have to ask permission to stop.. lol). but i really havent wanted to be bound like this before and the way i feel about the lifestyle is changing too. i dunno but im kinda embarrassed talking to Him about the way im feeling and what im really wanting... but i dunno,, maybe ill get the guts pretty soon. i dunno.

.x.cole.x.

[love2serve]

hi x.cole.x I have had that dream frequently. The lucky thing for you is u sound as though u are in a relationship where that is possible. Your partner punishes you for not doing things, I long for that, talk to him I'm sure by the sound of it he might be willing to take things a stage further.

[Ozme52]

Excellent. You should pursue those feelings... and ask your partner to bind you and do other things to you as a reward rather than as a punishment.

Then you can find your joy in being obedient AND get your physical pleasure from it as well.

Now... go tell him. If you're embarrassed, good. He'll like that too. It's all part of the service you're going to be providing as a good, obedient, well-rewarded submissive.

Can you tell I approve?

[.x.Cole.x.]

Excellent. You should pursue those feelings... and ask your partner to bind you and do other things to you as a reward rather than as a punishment.

Then you can find your joy in being obedient AND get your physical pleasure from it as well.

Now... go tell him. If you're embarrassed, good. He'll like that too. It's all part of the service you're going to be providing as a good, obedient, well-rewarded submissive.

Can you tell I approve?

Yes Sir i can tell. lol.and i hate hate hate being embarrased in front of Him. and He knows it! bleh... it sucks...

[Kuskovian]

LOL. Soon you may one day crave to be embaressed in his presence little one.

Many girls find it to be more arousing than any pain.

It sounds as if you have begun to learn what being a good submissive begins to entail and as Ozme mentioned you should share all your feelings (no matter how intimate) with your Master.

After all it will only help him bring you further along in your submission as well as improve it. (Grins)

[.x.Cole.x.]

LOL. Soon you may one day crave to be embaressed in his presence little one.

Many girls find it to be more arousing than any pain.

It sounds as if you have begun to learn what being a good submissive begins to entail and as Ozme mentioned you should share all your feelings (no matter how intimate) with your Master.

After all it will only help him bring you further along in your submission as well as improve it. (Grins)

i hope i dont crave that becasue right now i hate it more than ever Sir! i dont mind sharing stuff with Him either until it gets to the more embarrasing stuff.. eh... i dunno what to do. lol. He'll probablly read this anyways and find out and then ill really hear about it. eek. thanks.

and id much rather have the pain than be embarrassed/humiliated.

[Jelitza]

I love that too...I want to be completely bound and indefenseless. I want him to make me wear a mask and tell me everything he wants done and punish me if I don't do it right, spank me, make me drink from a bowl and eat from a bowl, put me in a cage, etc....I love that, to be completely defenseless. I guess I like it because it completely different from the way my life is. Good luck and I hove you enjoy your orgasms, I know I will. I will beg my boyfriend to do all of that to me!!! I want him to shove his dick down my throat until I almost gag, make me suck his dick for hours and if I don't do a good job to punish me!!!! ::

have you ever woken up thinking about yoiur dreams and life and everything you look forward to and say "hey that doesnt belong there?" i did. i woke up this morning thinking about being completely bound and i dont know why but lately thats all i have wanted. and i want it to the extent that i cannot move. i used to like disobeying because sometimes the punishments were fun but something has changed. i want to obey. i want to do everything He tells me to do. i want to make Him happy and service Him until He wants me to stop (which is never so i alwasy have to ask permission to stop.. lol). but i really havent wanted to be bound like this before and the way i feel about the lifestyle is changing too. i dunno but im kinda embarrassed talking to Him about the way im feeling and what im really wanting... but i dunno,, maybe ill get the guts pretty soon. i dunno.

.x.cole.x.

[.x.Cole.x.]

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make me drink from a bowl and eat from a bowl, put me in a cage, etc....I love that, to be completely defenseless. I guess I like it because it completely different from the way my life is. QUOTE]


i dont want it to that extreme but i want Him to bound my ass so im competely defenseless too. that makes it more real. makes me feel like im more His. i dunno.