I would advise you first to act with prudence Molly and avoid rushing off into the arms of one you do not really know.

Then I would wellcome you to a place where you can grow and learn in your submission at this site.

Read the forums. Join the taskee society. Talk to the other members who's writtings you admire.

Do not throw the precious gift of your true submission to the first passer by and sully it.

There are many here who are willing to help you in your quest without taking advantage.