I've always been the kind that just follows and goes with th flow. I just never really knew this lifestyle exsited till about 8 or 9 months ago. I have never been a leader. I have been in management positions and was never realy happy. (The money was good) I would much rather be the one who is given orders what to do and I do it. I just finally made a connection.
I use to have a continuing dream that started when I was 16/17. I always just brushed it off as a weird dream. (Not saying anything about the dream. Finally putting it on papper ) Maybe I'll post it.