Quote Originally Posted by maddie
I've been finding it a little difficult lately to really let go and allow myself to get into a scene. Usually, though not always, I'm able to let myself go and get caught up in what's going on. I can fully submit both physically and mentally. But lately, I've been finding that my brain isn't quite as willing to go there.

I don't feel like I want to be a Domme, but I'm concerned about not being able to get into "sub mode", for lack of a better term. We're in the midst of getting ready to move, so there's some stress, which could play a part in it, I guess.

Anybody ever have this happen? Any suggestions?
I have felt lately that I am not as interested in the sub roll as I used to be. I don't know what the reason is but it is still the only option open to me if I want to enjoy anything in this type of life. I pay for my experiences and I so far haven't found anywhere to purchase someone I could dominate. And to be honest, I'm not entirely sure I'd want to anyway. I still fantasize about bondage but it isn't in the all submissive way I used to. Maybe age plays a part in it, I don't know. Maybe it is because it sounds so intriguing when I read about some of the ways women are dominated here, again I don't know.

Suggestions, I have none but will be watching this thread closely. Nice topic, by the way.