becoming masochistic

[Ozme52]

Shouldn't worry jez,

We all change all throughout our lives. I'd worry more about not changing... cuz you're either dead or live like a zombie. LOL

Do you eat exactly the same foods as you did when you were young? Have some of your tastes "matured"? Like spicy foods that you didn't as a child? Or even some "exotic" foods that were just icky back then? Calamari? Sushi? Maybe even eggplant. LOL

So why wouldn't your sexual tastes mature and change over time. Nor should you presume that this is a permanent phase either. Something you may always enjoy, but you can get your fill of this too.

In reality, I believe it has a lot to do with how we feel about our partners. We ALL do a lot to please our partners... and for a submissive, this is a particularly large truth.

I'd not worry... just enjoy.

[jezabel]

I'd not worry... just enjoy.

hi, im not worried as such but its just that is a big change for me.

perhaps ur right that i want to please my Master but surely that wouldnt account for the immense pleasure i get from being beaten, strangled etc....or maybe it does, lol

i am enjoying it and hope to try to push more limits soon....(r u reading this Master LOL)

[Skyybird]

perhaps ur right that i want to please my Master but surely that wouldnt account for the immense pleasure i get from being beaten, strangled etc....or maybe it does, lol

The infliction and acceptance of such things takes trust. An intimacy of minds and feelings. I think if you look deeply within yourself you will see that the reason it affects you so much is because you have allowed yourself to not be afraid and to connect with your Master. The connection is powerful and addictive.

Allowing him to touch you and speak to you in a way that you would feel nervous letting anyone else do is always at the centre of any masochistic thrill.

I've seen that sparkle in your eyes. I told you...